Time to write.  

R u ready for this?  

What can I do?

You’re doing it. 

Do you mean teaching?

No just living and loving. .  

I am kinda scarred 

Yes both, scared 

Sister

What happened?

This guy makes me nervous

Should

What next?

What do you mean?

There is no next

Just

Is

Is?

Thanks for the chance to teach

Ease suffering 

That is all we ask you to do. 

Self regulation 

I have been thinking a lot about self regulation lately which is a contradiction in itself. What keeps us grounded? Is it will power
 Sometimes I feel like I am between two different worlds.  Why do we get frustrated?

What keeps us moving forward?  Do we know what our destiny is? Cetanā (Sanskrit, Pali; Tibetan Wylie: sems pa) is a Buddhist term commonly translated as “volition”, “intention”, “directionality”, etc. It can be defined as a mental factor that moves or urges the mind in a particular direction, toward a specific object or goal.[1][2] Cetanā is identified within the Buddhist teachings as follows:

Who has more consciousness a dog or a cat?

A chimpanzee or a gorilla?

A cow or a chicken?